Conclusion

Today has been a long day. I was up tossing and turning all last night trying to make sense of all my crazy conversations that happened to me that day. I came to the conclusion that high school is the most pointless experience one goes through during life. No matter what you do, say, or think, anyone older than you just believes its crap. Love is a main topic, your in high school and you tell a person you love somebody and they automatically think 'no way, your in high school you have no idea about anything'. Which in ways is very true, but when you experience an emotion that you have never felt before and when you believe it's as strong as love, the feeling that there's nothing you can do to convince those 'older people' that you know what your talking about is the most frustrating thing. My finally conclusion about yesterday was that trust shouldn't be just handed out. You can never really know a person, even if you've known them for years, you may honestly never know who they really are. My brother and I both think our family is different. When we say we love people, we mean it. We don't play around when it comes to others emotions. We both know the feeling when you get completely betrayed by the one person who always swore they would always be there. We rarley get anger at them when they do, we usually just fall apart. People say be strong and we are, but when we talk to those who betrayed us, a new person seems to come out. No matter know much you feel each word they say twist your stomach in a new direction, we always end up being nice at the end. Some call it pathetic, some call it stupid but between us and that person, we know what it truly is and what it really means.